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Hey, baby boy...sorry for the lapse...been in a baaaad place for a while but now am coming into the light again. How are you? I think of you often, even when you're not hearing from me. *hugs*
Aw, dude, when it rains it pours, eh? I'm so sorry to hear that. What are you doing now? And what kind of job do you really want? That way I can send out the right kind of vibes for ya. *hugs*
There are some things in life that are never 100% over and done, and that's okay - it's how we learn. But, I promised you it would get better, da? And it did, da? Time is an awesome thing. So what is going on with you these days? Still crunching numbers and behaving yourself? *snerk* I'm working again, for a company I left some years ago. Felt pretty weird going back but I'm glad I did. I'm a bankruptcy clerk - mail, emails, disposition alerts from the court system - and I'm loving it! Hope you're having a groovy day! *hugs*
*gasp* You hassa back!? OMG, baby boy, how you been? Better, now? Is sooooo good to hear from you!!! *hugs*
:) Hey thnx for accepting! How r ya? ((((Lol thts EPIC! I have a dog named Shadow!))))
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There is NO answer to that. And you will continue to ask yourself that question, human nature being what it is, but...until you accept that there are some things in this life that "it is what it is", then you won't be able to start healing. Maybe if I tell you what I did, that might help. Back in '98, I ended up back in touch with my junior high school sweetheart. Long story short, no matter how much he told me he loved me, his actions spoke louder than words. It took me OVER A YEAR but I finally realized I had to forgive MYSELF first and quit punishing myself for making a bad choice. After that, I found it easier to move on with my life. Yes, even to this day, it still hurts but only a shadow of what the pain once was. I am now with a very loving man WHOSE ACTIONS MATCH HIS WORDS. It took me 3 failed marriages and 2 other long-term failed relationships to get to this point but...I am here NOW. And one day, YOU will be a happy place again. Only....don't try to force it, j


