CelticTiger

By tookat on Mar 4, 2011 at 12:05 AM

hey...you know what i am going through but I actully got up the creativity to make a couple of lols...go check out mystuff.......I see you faved the cats with thumbs...what a great ad!

By tookat on Feb 26, 2011 at 5:35 AM

oh yeah....i just got an extra cone in the do not want section. All i wanted was to complete the hipster collection and instead, I have gotten beds, staplers, cones and other what not. You see something you don't have...just ask.

By tookat on Feb 26, 2011 at 5:33 AM

um stapler? does it have any other meaning? Does a cigar have another meaning....sometimes a pipe is indeed a pipe...but in the hands of Rene Magritte, it transcends. Look to Carl Jung....there is truth in both his seakings and that of Freud. Others as well. The smart student of modern psychology blends and mixes in seeking the truth...just like any good Shaman. Usually a cactus is a cactus...and a good thing to, those spines hurt like the devil....yeah..I saw a fuzzy cactus once and thinking it would be soft...petted it. Just like working with fiber glass! whoo hoo...those were both hard learned lessons.

By tookat on Feb 26, 2011 at 5:23 AM

thank you for what you wrote of me in your profile....now....erase it and come up with something else...I don't need the compliments to go to my head. though maybe I should photo it just in case you get p.o. at me again. sigh...aparently I signed on as Shaman as trickster...if that is what spider is trying to tell me lately. That means kind of an in your face piss people off regularly Shaman. Heh...Na.ho.mesh says..what did I expect...isn't he always in my face?

By tookat on Feb 26, 2011 at 5:19 AM

oh...whatever you do...don't invite them for turkey. It is sort of like vampires and other boojums...they have to be invited in and once done, very hard to get rid of. remember, kittens while ever so sweet and cute have one goal in life....fun...which in the human and adult cat plane of reference means mischief...you have been warned!

By tookat on Feb 23, 2011 at 9:13 PM

not sure....bird found them at whole foods along with a new zealand cheddar perfect for apples. It is so cool! I loove apples, used to live on them and couldn't for almost three years..but raw apples are back on the menu...even with limited amounts of cheese! yay! On the computer....crystals good, but run your scans.....just a hunch.

By tookat on Feb 23, 2011 at 9:07 PM

drool...I have eaten well tonight...but hot turkey sandwich with all the trimmins! drool! ok.....i def have to make a trip to one of my fave places. I have a place I have only tried the breakfasts at....goddess they make good grits!...but I habe an inkling their lunches are good as well. It drives me a little crazy...my three favorite dives are only open for breakfast and lunch...but huge portions for cheap! sleep well in the arms of goddess....me? sigh... I have work to do, but mayhap they will let me do most of it in dreamtime. You tell Bax that the kittens and Pesky have got his back...no problemo!

By tookat on Feb 23, 2011 at 3:48 PM

good...that sleepiness is a very healing sleepiness and makes it easier for us and your own squad to work on you. Do remember to eat well. (That from Baxter....who cannot force feed you as Pesky does to me...urp) I have had five apples since 10:00pm last night! well, two were this evening...urp....ground beast and potatoes coming up..and I don't need more food.....but I have a feeling, that if I "need" need it...the squad will see I eat anyway. urp. gee....i even feel appled out....finally...I couldn't get enough of that crunchy sweet goodness. Rago says the pectin is good for the healing they are doing on my skin and some other places we won't mention...TMI. P.O.U.T is good...Thank heavens for Betsy teaching it! Pause, Observe, Understand, Transcend.....it got me through the worst of my divorce, though I still crop up....no, not angry....maybe bitter?...maybe...I feel much more cleared, but whenever they ask me do I want to see the Boob.....the answer is What? You are kidding right?

By tookat on Feb 23, 2011 at 12:59 PM

ohai.....mrmph.....I just woke up and can't wake up...wut up wif dat? oh well...ai has sum fuds an sees how it goes. jusht bippin in to say hi.

By tookat on Feb 19, 2011 at 11:34 AM

We have all had the cold for a few days now...a good sign we all need more rest. Notre Dame? I believe so......but all the great cathedrals raise the cry to heaven. Just on because I got the email for prayers for rhokit. Definitely in tv and comfy food mode.

By tookat on Feb 19, 2011 at 10:27 AM

http://cheezburger.com/builder#step2_4476167936,http://images.cheezburger.com/imagestore/2011/2/18/0528e0f5-eec5-4148-9ea0-95e6fdbd5b5c.jpg found this photo, good opportunity to stretch your Shamanic wings... yes..Hakopo says either depth, time, or substance would be interesting topics. and yes..answering questions like this was part of my Mystery School training as well as the training from Na.ho.mesh. Frankly my brain is so tired right now I could watch spongebob though i would prefer penguins..or the full lotr trilogy...heck...i could settle for fud network as long as i am fed first!

By tookat on Feb 19, 2011 at 10:24 AM

yup.....time to go be a tube boob...My Aurasoma Pomanders kept me alert for only so long. K and B should be back with the mass quantities of chicken..Mage had me work on his forelegs so his "cheeky paws" will be in good order to try and steal chicken with.

By tookat on Feb 19, 2011 at 10:01 AM

ohai......thx for the love you sent the other night. It helped me sleep. Our house is going to indulge in some KFC for brunch as we all really really need huge amounts of protein. Don;t know how much I will be on line....has a great desire to lie in front of boob tube and heck, can't think of word, mummify comes into the brains...um..basically not be here, there or anywhere cept for bad tv...brain wave balm. just turn it on..and decide not to think or be...best thing for a muzzy cold hed. hee...bye!

By tookat on Feb 17, 2011 at 7:49 PM

Just remember I won't tolerate any mean behavior to anyone and that includes toward yourself. I am sorry to hear you have such a bad headache . I would suggest a compress of water wit tiny pinches of Sage, Tumeric and Bergamot..except you would probably run screamng. Tumeric is a major ingredient in Curry, yellow Mustard like French's and Vlassic pickles. Most people consume huge quantities of it without allergic reaction.....and that includes getting it on the skin. Ever have yellow fingers after eating a hotdog? It should not have caused your Asthma attack. In India it is used as a poultice to treat Asthma and ease the breathing. If you look at dr Andrew Weil's website he recommends it for a huge variety of conditions. I checked everything my guides suggested for you on his website. Unfortunately no one can predict how someone is going to react to any medication. I told you how the widely advertised and prescribed Abilify landed me in the hospital for five days and nights. My neighbors had to be called in by the EMS to open my door because I was unresponsive. Still, I am grateful to Wellbutrin and Paxil for getting me through the recall of my childhood and teens.

By tookat on May 30, 2010 at 6:00 PM

i have had enough. come to your senses...but you will not embarrass yourself on my dash. This is something I do with great sorrow....but this is too much disrespect of yourself. Other's may pray for you now. I will not. You have disrespected an ancient one. This is a failure on all levels.

By tookat on May 29, 2010 at 9:55 PM

As NawtyKitty says...I will be there when you are done. I won't message you here for the time being. Part of me has been tempted to put you on tough love...from the beginning...because I do not encourage drama, but you are really hurting...so I will be here....preferably when you calm down...and will listen to reason...if not mine, then that of your own mind.

By tookat on May 29, 2010 at 7:03 PM

i will e-mail you with further thoughts..and the usual blunt truths later. But just because you are hurting does not mean you should tar your whole friendslist with one brush. Some of these people genuinely like and love you dear...I know Gwynn does. There are others...I won't name names. Yes...some want to use us...that has always been the fate of witches. Do you know ...or remember that there were times we were not burnt, but kept prisoner to do the bidding of those more powerful in physical violence. What they believed we could do often made no sense..because if we could level a killing curse on someone, then we certainly would have done so to our captors..but these were people not driven by logic..but need. Those people who "pull" at us, simply seek answers or help...it is up to us to use or guardians and guides wisely to chose whom we can help or not...and to shield us from the pull of those we cannot. Enjoy collecting lols if you like...and listen to the tides...or wander

By tookat on May 29, 2010 at 6:57 PM

Friends in my life have always come and gone. I try to keep them...but it always seems to happen to me...and I have learned to not judge them. Indeed, I often ask, what is it I need to change about myself, that I might make better friends...the sort that are keepers.... or is it not in the quality of friends, but in how I control the floodtides of my life. Is there a way to leave the fast part of the river..and join the ocean? Or do I get to rush with the current, enjoying the pools and eddys where I come to rest for a while, before something knocks me out of the quiet peaceful spot and I follow the fast stream again.

By tookat on May 29, 2010 at 6:53 PM

hun....you do what you feel you need to. I will e-mail you later. I feel you are over reacting. Things with any friend or group of friends have cycles...and on the internet the cycles can be huge. the way we make and relate to friends on the net is strange. we meet someone, get enthusiastic about them....talk a lot...then the next friend or group of friends hits and we do the same thing. Most of the time, the like is genuine...and may be sustainable..but it is like a giant party...everyone is mingling and tasting the canapes to see which ones taste best..and looking for mr or ms special to spend the night with later...nudge nudge, wink wink. Often we get back to the earlier friends...sometimes not..it was a trial date on a search for a spouse. some find that spouse...or it certainly looks that way for a while.

By CelticTiger on May 29, 2010 at 10:58 AM

you have been the only true and kind friend....i'll never forget your kindness.,..take good care dear friend.,..i have always loved you. Viv

By CelticTiger on May 29, 2010 at 10:31 AM

" People genuninely just dont give a damn tookie...they only want something always wanting soemthing for themselves, yet when someone is hurting desperately and has reached out for help, for a kind hand, its ignored. i will not have anything to do with them anymore...and many are on your friends list. i hope it doesnt upset you but its time i take care of me and think of me...no one else does. later much later

By CelticTiger on May 29, 2010 at 10:28 AM

after some intense thinking i have eliminated most of the friends lists...ppl who dont keep in contact or email or favor lols...though i make few any more. this is no longer a happy place and i think its time to leave,.

By tookat on May 25, 2010 at 12:33 AM

smooch. I am told it is near time for you to take the spirit journey to the caverns of the underworld..that the grandmothers and grandfather will assign you new totems...and help you choose others. As a Shaman you now have the ability to carry more than nine.. Your guardians and the elders will let you know how many you can have just yet. I never gave you the link to this wonderful website...pretty good descriptions of many totems if you scroll down enough. http://www.linsdomain.com/totems.htm

By tookat on May 23, 2010 at 11:14 PM

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By tookat on May 22, 2010 at 8:45 PM

Now hear I am, working diligently on my chronic pain issues and trying to regain some health....and this thing comes up with my parents....and I feel back to square one... not being seen and heard. I hope I don't lose my sister over all this....but I do cannot live according to the standards of her will and nervous system....only mine. yikes....the great amer. novel...should prob have e-mailed. lol.

By tookat on May 22, 2010 at 8:43 PM

I tell her I am sick and have physical limitations and she says she doesnt want to hear it....she has hers and doesn't complain. What she isn't hearing is that I don't want to complain...I am saying I cannot do this. I don't know what makes some people able to work whenthey have sick headaches....or chemo....and others cannot....but the real problem for me ....heck..it isn't even the implied value judgement...it is not being seen for who I am and what I can or cannot do. Same issue as I had with my ex and with my mother when I was unable to find full time teaching in an art market that had bottomed out. I wasn't doing anything wrong...there just were no jobs.....and when one came up the applicants numbered over 500 for one position. That period of my life was when the stress finally got the better of me and I went into fullblown CFS.

By tookat on May 22, 2010 at 8:38 PM

Eventually, as much as we want to keep them in the house, it is not feasable without a lot of expense. I expressed my huge anger at her taking the car from them and then leaving.... and haven't gotten an answer because she and her family are still mourning the sudden death of her husbands younger brother. Probably not a good time to press my issues with her....but there it is. She treats her clients better than she does me.

By tookat on May 22, 2010 at 8:35 PM

The chair lift is the biggest sticking point. She is disabled enough to need one...and now as long as my back is unstable, so am I. Mom and dad have their days the stairs are hard, but everyone vetoes the expense. I say, a necessity if they want to stay in the house, because it is either that or moving the bedroom to the first floor..but then they will not be able to bathe aside from sponge baths...unless we put a shower in the laundry room.

By tookat on May 22, 2010 at 8:33 PM

i am slowly feeling the changes occur in all of me...but so much of myself was compartmentalized I often wonder if this process will ever be complete. Thx for the offer to work on me.....how about ulcer and colitis control? My sister and I are reforging our relationship in the rockiest of ways, but dealing with her on my parents' care is making me into a nervous wreck because she cannot give me the respect I feel a stranger would get. She keeps seeing me as her baby sister who knows nothing and is incapable of making decisions, rather than someone who decides things differently. There is too much disagreement on things like whether or not to install a chair lift....if getting a new phone will help dad hear her.....using the car service...who should make the calls...oh heck.. everything. I have done this for three years and now maybe it should siply be her turn.

By tookat on May 22, 2010 at 8:24 PM

hey, hun....got your e-mail. am finding words for answer...but not as clear a head todayas I would like. revisiting headache and shoulder neck issues as they are on their way out...I hope permanently. I am getting weary of releasing so many muscle patterns....seeming like things are finally going to integrate, then going back to what sometimes feels like the beginning to build in other areas.