tookat

By psom on Nov 17, 2017 at 3:59 PM

iI, hope you're hanging in there!

By psom on Mar 13, 2017 at 8:13 AM

Thanks, I'll look into the numbers. Glad the power came back before you had to make the extra expenditure! We had the power go out the other day at work, went outside at lunch, came back in and all was dark. Only lasted about a half hour or so though. Seems to be happening more often lately, wonder what that's about. Sending loving thoughts your way.

By tookat on Mar 12, 2017 at 9:22 PM

yes. it looks as if you and a lot of other people are facing challenges. Thing is....positive reinforcement can come from as small a source as your watch dial...or the page numbers as you open a a book. Those UNEXPECTED moments are called angel numbers and there are plenty of sites to look up your sequence of numbers and see if it has meaning and what it is. Yesterday, we lost our power and it was friggen cold after already spending one night n the cold. Mike and Bird were going to the library and looking for a motel room we couldn;t afford.....and she was telling me I was going to the ER if we could notfind a room somewhere.....that I was too sick to spend another night in the cold. I kept trying to tell her that the ER would be damn cold anyway....and would not give me any pain medication so, I would stay home until we knew for sure. and then they left, I blew a sigh of relief bundled myself up more warmly and glanced at the clock. 3:33. I never got that before so a tootled over to Joanne Sacred Scribes (a fave nmber siteofmine) and the answer was as good as I could get on a reassurance level. Our power came back on half hour before we would hve had to pay for the motel one way or another.

By psom on Mar 12, 2017 at 1:39 PM

Awww, crap!!!! Know that you are always in my thoughts. I won't burden you with what's going on in my life right now, but hearing from you makes me feel better. Sounds like we could both use a little positive reinforcement! Hoping for a miracle for you. xox

By tookat on Mar 11, 2017 at 7:00 PM

Hi Hun, thanks for sending out the love for me so often. 'fraid I am not doing so well. The endometrial cancer has metastasized and is in my lungs.....and I also have a pulmonary embolism....lol, the Universe's way of letting me learn about the spread of the cancer If I din't feel so sick right now, I would feel very blessed. I might have gone for a very lonf time before learning of the cancer. But, I am short of breath most of the time and now, in pain as well and I did not have a good reaction to the anti-cancer medication they tried on me last week. I haven't had any energy lately to lookat posts or fb or to read and answer e-mail right away...but, I am still ticking along....and laughing as often as can....and keeping a good attitude.

By psom on Mar 10, 2017 at 11:49 AM

Knock, knock, are you here?

By psom on Jul 19, 2016 at 1:44 PM

Just wanted to say hi and send a little extra love your way!

By psom on Feb 23, 2016 at 4:10 PM

Ooooh, I see you stopped by! Hope you're doing okay.

By psom on Sep 17, 2015 at 7:56 AM

Me to, it's what's inside that counts!

By tookat on Sep 16, 2015 at 5:34 PM

yes, is is. I have little respect for those who only judge people by superficial standards.

By psom on Sep 16, 2015 at 7:54 AM

Truly, it's all in the eyes!

By tookat on Sep 15, 2015 at 9:19 PM

We are all beautiful. My most favorite figure model was a woman 83, thip thin and very arthritic, so she had huge joints. Her face had been left asymetrical from an auto accident when she was in her 20's....and she had the most magnificent eyes....that told you she had lived, and deeply.

By psom on Sep 15, 2015 at 4:36 PM

But you see, you're beautiful, so that's all that matters. Once I "put my face on" I can almost kid myself that I haven't changed that much in the last 30 years, but then the light catches me just right. Sigh, it's what's on the inside that counts!!! At least I get to have the "greying at the temples" thing..........

By tookat on Sep 15, 2015 at 3:34 PM

ah.... I make it a point not to dwell on the greying hair or the burgeoning wrinkles. But, then....Lupus has given me skin sores all over my body, that leave scars when I can finally get them to heal. The wrinkles don't seem as bad in comparison. Either thing, I look upon, as just another way to gracefully ignore aging as long as I can.....while accepting that to be a crone, gives me permission to dress as wildly as I want to.....cuz folks will just look at me and say "there goes another batty old lady!'

By psom on Sep 15, 2015 at 7:59 AM

"Xactly, all I see is wrinkles!

By tookat on Sep 14, 2015 at 6:28 PM

exactly. I often am so surprised when I look in the mirror and don't see myself.

By psom on Sep 14, 2015 at 7:57 AM

I know what you mean. Some days I feel timeless and other days, I feel all 60 years!

By tookat on Sep 13, 2015 at 7:12 AM

Thank you love. My heavens....I just don't feel like I am really 63.

By psom on Sep 11, 2015 at 4:34 PM

Hope you're having a comfortable and pleasant birthday. Hugz

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By psom on Jun 12, 2015 at 4:38 PM

Thank the Lady for spirit and heart! Without those life would just be too much sometimes. Glad to see you here and hope "otherwise stuff" isn't too bad!

By tookat on Jun 12, 2015 at 4:34 PM

Hello dear! Well....If we look only at who I am physically, life is challenging. But, it is more important who I am in spirit and in mind, and there, I am still the teenager that who bopped do wah diddied down the path of life.

By psom on Jun 12, 2015 at 4:10 PM

And how about you my dear? How are you doing?

By psom on May 11, 2015 at 4:23 PM

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By psom on May 11, 2015 at 4:18 PM

Wish there was something I could do to help make things easier. Just know that you are in my thoughts and prayers and heart!

By tookat on May 11, 2015 at 4:15 PM

Thank you hun. I pretty much live my life in bed these days, Some days would be horrible if I did not have the medications that I do....and some days are better. Whether it is a goodish day or a bad day, I attitude adjust and meditate so that I can look at it, as being as good as it can be.....and that it is enough. That helps a great deal.

By psom on May 11, 2015 at 3:45 PM

Hi there, been thinkin' about you and hopin' you're doin' okay!

By tookat on Dec 19, 2014 at 1:13 PM

Thank you.....and may you have a joyous and peaceful Yule.

By psom on Dec 19, 2014 at 12:02 PM

Wishing you a wonderous and healthful winter....

By psom on Oct 30, 2014 at 2:26 PM

Know that you are never far from my thoughts. Blessed be!