21-year-old Alex rejects his father Mark’s attempts to reconnect, refusing to overlook years of being overlooked and pushed aside for Mark’s new wife Lindsay and her kids: ‘He told me his marriage was the most important thing’

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  • AITA for rejecting my dad's efforts to repair our relationship because he chose his wife over me?

    Father and young adult son arguing. below them is a quote that reads: "just told him he chose his wife over "
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  • I (21m) lost my mom when I was still a baby and my dad didn't date anyone until I was around 9.
  • Then he met his wife, Lindsay. She was a single mom to two kids. Both her kids had different fathers and weren't around.
  • Her oldest was 11 and her youngest was 6. Her youngest was special needs and medically complex. My dad and Lindsay rushed their relationship because she didn't have much free time and she wanted help and dad was willing.
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  • A really brief TLDR: My dad kept me in a bad situation. His wife's youngest took up a lot of money and space and with all the extra needs and her oldest was angry and violent and lashed out and drank and did dr__s.
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  • I had a curtained off space not a bedroom with a door and not a real bed. Went 6 weeks without seeing my dad while I lived there once.
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  • He told me she came first when I asked him to leave and his marriage and happiness would always be first. I left at 17 and didn't look back and now he wants to reconcile but I said no because I deserved to be happy too.
  • I know it wasn't her son's fault (her son was the 6 year old). But he was a lot of work and I resented it from the start.
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  • Dad told me good people help family and they don't pass up love and family just because it'll be more difficult or more work.
  • And he told me that he deserved to be happy and Lindsay made him happy and that my mom was his first chance and he lost her so Lindsay was his second chance.
  • He told me I could benefit so much from being a caring brother to Lindsay's son and would learn a lot about real life.
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  • Money was extremely tight and the house had so much medical equipment and mobility stuff for Lindsay's son.
  • I didn't even get an actual bedroom. I was shoved behind a curtain where the office had been before dad and I moved in.
  • The timeline was like; May, dad and Lindsay meet. September they introduce all of us to each other. November we all move in together. February dad and Lindsay are married.
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  • A few months after dad and I moved in Lindsay's daughter, aka the oldest, started acting out.
  • She smashed up some of her half brother's medical equipment, she stole money, she started sneaking out late at night and she got drink a few times, she started taking dr s, she pushed me around if I was "in her way".
  • There were nights I couldn't sleep until 1 or 2am because I could hear Lindsay and her daughter fight and the daughter would say she wished her half brother would di and they could move on.
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  • Lindsay would get hysterical about it and her daughter would say he wasn't her real brother anyway and he was just a burden.
  • I begged my dad to leave and let it be the two of us again but he said we couldn't walk out. We committed.
  • We were more than just the two of us now. I told him I didn't want any of them and I hated how much life had changed.
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  • He told me life always changed and I needed to get on top of my feelings and accept that he needed to be happy and deserved to save his marriage.
  • He told me his marriage was the most important thing and that it had to be to provide me with stability.
  • Even when Lindsay's daughter kicked me out of my "room" and "bed" and would literally drag me by the hair or legs to get me out, dad stayed.
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  • When I was 13 I went 6 weeks without seeing my dad because Lindsay's son was in the hospital and she stayed the whole time which meant if dad wasn't at work he was with her and all I got was a note telling me to go to friends houses if there was no food.
  • Those six weeks were h..l because every time I saw Lindsay's daughter she would curse at me and shoved me around and made it so I really didn't feel okay outside of my curtain.
  • Nothing got better and after I turned 15 Lindsay started asking me to help more with chores and errands and she expected me to be her little helper and when I said no dad told me I didn't get to disrespect my new mom.
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  • That led to a fight and I exploded and told him to f..... off because she would never be my mom and nothing good came from them being married and he needed to leave me alone.
  • A few more fights happened around what I said because Lindsay heard and she was upset and said she loved me and her son loved me too and would hate to know I saw him as nothing but a burden too.
  • I was 17 when I just left one day. I didn't have a plan or a bunch of savings but I decided I couldn't anymore.
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  • I left dad a note like he left me when I was 13. He filed a missing persons report and I had to tell the cops I was safe but I refused to go back.
  • And I avoided getting sent back before my 18th birthday. Then I was just free.
  • I didn't stay in touch and started a new life. I even tracked down my mom's family and now I live with my maternal grandparents who had searched for me for ages.
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  • But dad moved and never let anyone know where we were going.
  • He got in touch a couple of months ago and I ignored him and I kept ignoring him and his request to reconcile.
  • Then I replied a week ago to him saying how much he hated that we ended up here and he wasn't even sure if I blocked him (I actually had planned to but never expected him to reach out) but he loved me and missed me and more than anything he wanted us to work on things.
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  • I just told him that he chose his wife over me and he made a big chunk of my childhood h I as a result and I wanted nothing more to do with him because I deserved to put my happiness first.
  • He replied a bunch since saying I should never have expected him to give up his wife for me and we can work on this.
  • That I need my dad and all kinds of cr p. He actually seems kinda desperate and erratic about it and like he's really afraid I won't give him a chance.
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  • AITA for rejecting his efforts?

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