Overworked woman saves abandoned puppies on the side of the road, and finds hope for a second chance at life she didn't expect: 'I’m actually starting to feel like myself again'

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    If an animal saved your life, I want to see them! This is Huckleberry. I found him & his siblings abandoned at the side of the road in May.
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    Huckleberry was only 8 pounds, all his ribs showing, & very shy around people. I had no desire to have a puppy again.
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    I've struggled with anxiety & depression my whole life, but this year I had reached my breaking point.
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    I was struggling to work at my job, a job I absolutely loved, one that I had worked so hard to get, one that I'd been at for 9 years, because I couldn't drag myself out of bed most days.
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    It was a really, really dark time. So along come these dumped puppies - two boys & a girl.
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    Pitbull mixes. Of course I had heard lots of bad publicity about Pitbulls. I didn't care though.
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    I wasn't going to keep them anyways. I was just going to find homes for the pups... then, promptly exit life.
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    But...one of the pups. The littlest one. The shyest. There was just something about him. I would almost equate it to finding the animal version of your soulmate.
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    I was crazy about him, & he was crazy about me. I didn't dread waking up in the morning anymore, because | knew me & the pup would start the day playing.
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    I didn't dread nights as much (nights had been so hard while I had been having my mental breakdown), because Huckleberry would cuddle up with me, & before you knew it, my insomnia-plagued mind would miraculously sometimes sleep.
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    It had been so long since I could sleep. It was amazing! But I couldn't keep him...right?
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    I had a great home lined up for him. They had come to see the female puppy but wound up liking Huckleberry.
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    I prepared to say my goodbyes & to refocus my attention on planning my funeral. I know that sounds bad, but that was where I was.
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    My mind & body ached, & I was ready for the end. His potential new owners planned to pick him up that weekend.
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    But that week, I needed to travel out of state for a work trip. It was going to be a 4 hour drive, & a couple night stay.
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    It could be one last hurray with the little soul who had made my life bearable for the last few months.
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    I had been struggling so much at work anyways that I wanted to cancel the trip & maybe just quit.
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    But the idea of roadtripping with the puppy actually sounded kinda fun. I booked a pet- friendly hotel & off I went, my little stray happily loading up in the car with me.
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    He was excited for a new adventure. He had come out of his shell so much since I had found him.
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    It was hard thinking how this would be the last memories we made together - but I couldn't get down in the dumps.
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    The trip, which I had been dreading pre-Huckleberry because I didn't know if I could even stand to go, was amazing.
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    He was best copilot in the car, a perfect guest at the hotel, helped my anxiety & depression go from crippling to almost non-existent, & made me realize that maybe I did want to keep fighting.
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    Workers & guests at the hotel were crazy for Huckleberry. He loved to go to the front desk & stand on his tippy-toes to say hi.
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    Anytime I would mention that my puppy was going to his new home when we got back from the trip, everyone told me the same thing.
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    "There is no way you can let go of that dog! He loves you too much!" Hmm...maybe they were onto something.
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    Every night, he would cuddle with me, just like he had for the last two months.
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    He'd spend all day by my side or in my lap. I finally had someone with me while I was struggling.
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    He was there. He didn't judge. He always looked at me with those big blue eyes & wagged his tail.
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    It helped more than I realized. It was the last night of the trip. I couldn't stand the thought of giving Huckleberry away when I got back home.
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    I actually felt happiness when I was around him. It had been a long time since I had felt that emotion.
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    I couldn't stand it anymore!! I got ahold of the potential new home I had found for him, & I told them what was going on.
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    They were so supportive, saying, "When we saw you & him, we knew you were meant to be together." It was decided I was - keeping him!
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    I got back from my work trip & felt like a different girl. Suddenly, the days weren't so bad anymore.
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    I started doing more things outside (1 love the outdoors), which helped recharge my soul. Huckleberry was always there with me.
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    felt good enough that I was able to rescue a new horse from the slaughter pipeline.
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    This was a huge change because I had been thinking about rehoming my other horse, that way it would save my family from needing to do it once I was gone.
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    Horses are a lot of work, so to go from planning to sell my gelding, to adding a new horse...that is a major positive change.
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    There were lots of positive changes going on! I feel good enough now to work on training the new horse.
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    We even went to a Christmas parade a couple weekends ago, where I braided Christmas lights into his mane & tail.
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    It has always worked this way for me that the more time I get to spend with horses, the better I feel.
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    I'm actually starting to feel like myself again. It was all thanks to a skinny, abandoned Pitbull puppy.
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    It's not all butterflies & sunshine. My mental health is still a daily struggle, but I'm much better.
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    I'm in therapy, working on myself, & actually have hope for the future. I am currently taking a break from work to focus on getting better.
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    I hope I'll be able to return to work soon. I have always loved animals. I have several right now (a Husky mix, my beloved cat, 5 feral kittens/young cats that I'm caring for while I try to find them homes, & my 2 horses.) I love them all dearly, but Huckleberry is just different.
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    He's my best friend. I would not be here today if I hadn't found him at the side of the road on that rainy evening in May.
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    Huckleberry is with me almost 24 hours a day. He never leaves side. He's no longer my 8 pounds (he's closer to 70 no) but he still thinks he's a lap dog, & I'm not about to tell him that he's not.
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    I never would have expected this to happen. I was checked out. Envisioning the end of my life had become a huge relief for me.
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    But now? I actually want to stay. It was a huge blessing that those abandoned Pitbull puppies crossed my path.

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